I am changing the outlook of this blog.

So I have FINALLY realized that I have been using this blog to mainly complain. Nobody is interested in reading about a whiner. And I am certain that I will be able to improve what is in here. I really am thankful for the life I live! I just usually write about it in my journal. :) Sorry again Readers.

What I need.

So I was watching a movie ( been doing that A LOT this summer) It is called How Do You Know. Watch it if you want. I thought it was kinnda funny but it is a "chick-flick".  (So... Be warned whomever dislikes the genre!) Still, it made me think long and hard about what I want from a relationship. Hmmm a chick-flick is making me THINK?! Anyhow, I have spent this past year trying to be "smart" and keep a close eye on my heart and emotions, it's been going well for me (I guess) haven't fallen for a guy yet. Well at least I am more critical of dirt bags and selfish idiots. Still I spend alot of time telling myself why I don't need a guy in my life right now... then I see a couple holding hands and whatever and I am like DANG IT! Because I just started thinking of what it would be like to be doing that and in it goes till I realize what I am doing and start yelling at myself "STOP! NOW! This is what messed you up the first time!!!" Trying to battle loneliness and doing a pretty good job. :) Still I have those doubts but they are getting easier to deal with.

More later. XO

OK so guys are generally getting on my nerves right now (sorry any nice guys! I am not always like this I PROMISE) It just annoys me how they think they can add hearts to the end of their messages and expect us to drop everything and come begging them to take us out or just generally being annoying. Sigh.