EMILYBENDER IS COMMING TO ECC! This should be fun! I am hoping that it will be awesome for both her and myself next semester. I know I am for sure finishing my A.A. but I still don't know if I will go off to SCAD. I want to take a break I need to learn somethings grow some more and develop. I really am interested in doing missions but not sure if I can have the opportunity. Money and my own fears are what get in the way. On one hand I feel that if I don't get my schooling done I will struggle greatly in life. But at the same time what is really important? Is it money? No. I don't value that against people and relationships. I want to care for others and help them to see that they are in need of someone greater. (GOD) everything just feels like it gets into the way of that happening. Life is so distracting, it takes from what should be our focus and muddles everything. Still it is in life that we need to function and show others by example Whom we serve. Roman (guy I met in Art) was telling me about his "trrippin" experience and (while I was doing math) he keeps telling me if I want one that it will help me (I have never had any kind of illegal anything!) kept refusing, he now refers to me as "Mom" since I am such a little mother apparently. I know how to mother people rather well and I am not sure if that is a good or bad thing but at the same time I begin to care too much.... Ahhh where can I find a healthy balance?
More to come.
I am writing another blasted paper.... and so I distract myself by doing this. LOL Don't ask me what is the best way to accomplish papers I do not know! I am happy just gererally... I got a good grade on my paper, I have just 2 more weeks of this semmester, and I have reasearched my intended field of study.... (yeah yeah, I know I know alot about it already but it always helps to know more!) I am glad to know that I am generally doing OK in school. B's and math is just sad so I won't mention it. :) Time to write that paper...
