New blog.

Eh my last blog was infiltrated by the enemy! So I had to make a new one.

Ok so he is not evil, but I just feel uncomfortable that he read that. I was FURIOUS in fact. Why? I put this up so people can read it. I just didn't want him to know that side of me, it felt wrong.

He wanted to talk about it, I told him "No."

I don't want you to know, I don't want to discuss, I don't want to see what your view is on it. I don't want you poking around my head and analyzing my thoughts. It's too close... it's my heart. Don't besmirch it, You are too rough. I know you don't want to be, but you are.... You are like an alien trying to understand my ways, my thought process, don't try to get into my head I don't want you in there. Just know the "surface" me. That is as far as you will get I am afraid. Why am I like this towards you? Why do annoy me so much? WHY?